I woke up with a song in my head

Because I need to do a blog about it.

I've been in my day program, and I'm almost finished. I've gotten a lot out of it. It's helped me learn lots of new coping skills, and basically, how to accept my own feelings and have some self confidence. Dh has noticed huge changes in me, how I deal with things. As I change, he has changed, we're dealing together on a whole different level. The past four months have been amazing for our relationship.

I thought as I went through the program, I would end up delving a lot into my past, but I really didn't. But, somehow, as I learned the new skills, slowly, but surely the past issues, came up, and I learned to deal with the past in healthy ways. Some specific things have come up this week that have forced me to deal directly with things that have happened in the past. I've dealt with them very differently than I did before.

What does that have to do with a song?

This has been going through my head since almost the moment I woke up this morning.

This song is for my wonderful DH. I wish I could sing it for you.

It says exactly what I'm feeling.

There are places I'll remember
All my life though some have changed
Some forever not for better
Some have gone and some remain
All these places have their moments
With lovers and friends I still can recall
Some are dead and some are living
In my life I've loved them all

But of all these friends and lovers
There is no one compares with you
And these memories lose their meaning
When I think of love as something new
Though I know I'll never lose affection
For people and things that went before
I know I'll often stop and think about them
In my life I love you more

Though I know I'll never lose affection
For people and things that went before
I know I'll often stop and think about them
In my life I love you more
In my life I love you more