Anxiety Attacks

I've been having anxiety attacks.

yay.

I went to the doctor because I didn't know I was having anxiety, because when the attacks were happening, I didn't feel anxious about anything, my brain seemed just fine.

Only... I was/am having heart palpitations, my extremities would go numb, my face would go numb, butterflies in my stomach, cold spots on my legs etc etc etc.

Doc says anxiety.

I can think of two distinct periods of time when they have been the worst over the past several months, both times coincided with when I started getting serious about my eating habits.

This is not good.

I need to spend some serious time thinking about what this means, and how to get over this. I need to lose weight, but, for some reason I obviously don't want too.

I hate my brain, seriously, this is messed up.

I need to go lay on a couch and tell someone about my mother, eh? ;)